Little Spark, an original poem

Saturday, January 23, 2010 6:12 PM, EST

DAY 24

Grace was having a good day this morning when I visited (David is there now). She has made it over a day on her new settings. Last night, I could tell she was working hard but she seems to have adapted to them somewhat. She still has lower oxygen absorption but hopefully she can get used to working to meet the settings. She is absorbing the milk and fortifier well. They have moved her up to 7ml with fortifier and will add 1ml every 9 hours as long as she tolerates it. She is about 1100grams which is 2lbs 6+oz. She looks better and she is more responsive.

She is pretty alert in the mornings and it is good to make eye contact with her and talk to her then. The greatest joy is when I am able to lightly touch her back and she actually calms down, increases her O2 levels and falls asleep. It is such a joy to feel useful at these times even if it is just coincidence.

I want to share one of the most special inspirations we received. An original verse and homemade collage of a candle from the oldest of friends, Dan Chamberlin.

Little Spark
Struggles to burn
Tended tirelessly by devoted sheperds

Precious ember
Careworn dedication
Whispers of love breath
joyous life

God's Grace
Her fire shall grow
Radiant warmth, love's
gift reflected.

Dan Chamberlin
NY, NY
January 11, 2010